Thursday, November 27, 2014

November 26, 2014 - Learning To Love Rejection


Sorry I didn’t write yesterday, we had to go to guate (the capital) to sign some immigration stuff. We had to wake up at 4 in the morning to be able to do our studies and take a 3-hour bus ride. 4 in the morning is way too early. Anyways, I am alive and mother I hope you didn’t call church HQ to find out what had happened to me!

This week was very different. I learned, as I titled this letter, to love rejection. We knock TONS of doors every day and this week everyone rejected us. It was the worst at first! Elder Raudales has me knock all of doors now and no one wanted to listen to the white guy. In the beginning I was really down on myself and feeling blue but Elder Raudales taught me something really cool. He posed the question: How many people rejected Jesus Christ? In truth, in the end, everyone rejected him. Even His own Father had to leave Him for a time. And as missionaries, we are personal representatives of Him and all He is. So what a blessing it is to be able to feel what he felt! What an honor! It is interesting to see the way the Atonement can change ones self, even thought processes. I repented of the way I was thinking in the beginning and this has changed the way I look at the people. What good!

We are looking for one miracle to baptize this Sunday. Her name is hmna Yenmi She is such an example to me. She has 3 kids, no husband, and works 10+ hours in the heat doing the hardest work ever. She walks the entire day planting sugar cane over acres and acres of land. The sugar cane is the worst. Anyways she is fantastic...but she hasn’t accepted her baptism date because she doesn’t think she has received a definite answer that the church is true/LDM is true/JS prophet/baptism is the right thing for her/etc. We have taught her everything in the book about receiving answers and such but to no avail. If you guys could pray for her this week that would be great.

Elder Raudales is giving me more and more responsibilities every day and I am feeling the pressure! It is good though and I am learning a ton because of that. I knock all the doors, teach the majority in lessons, direct planning, and whatnot. It has been a challenge to learn all of the things we have to do as missionaries but I am progressing.

Random thing. There are a couple active volcanoes around here and last Friday one of them went off! It was so sweet. Nothing crazy, we could just see the lava spewing and such. It was a really cloudy night so we just saw a huge red haze in the distance. I tried to take a picture but the volcano was a dumb and wouldn’t time itself right with my camera. Oh well! It was cool though.

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MATTHEW AND DAD!!! I sure love you guys. I was just thinking about you two and I believe you are my best friends. I was remembering the last trip we went on and how fun that was to spend time with you guys. And how long it will be until that happens again! But we are eternal beings so it really isn’t that long. But I hope you two have awesome birthdays. And if I remember correctly today is your bday matt? The big one seven. I remember it well. I was so dumb then. Here is my present to you two; I am a missionary so I can only give you scriptures to look up. These are the mission theme scriptures and we repeat them at the beginning of every meeting. 3 NE 5:13 and DyC 46:21. They are pretty sweet. And Matt I just want to encourage you to start reading PMG every day if you can as part of your studies. I wish I would’ve done that more. You will be so much better off if you do that. And the whole purpose of that book is to convert the Missionary/member, not the people. If you do this I know you will be converted. But dad will make you do it anyways, I know it (:

I love you guys. Have a Happy Thanksgiving! I will be dreaming of mashed potatoes and turkey.... Eat some pie for me. Tell the family that’s there hello for me!

Peace,

Elder S

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